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我...故障了吗???

it's all over...

YEAH!!! finally finish term test...XD
after 18 weeks of lecture + 1 week study week + 1 week exam week...
finally...now holiday...^^
plan to watch many many drama this holiday...=)

my family new member-MAX

my family new member-a male dog named MAX

" I am thirsty...I want to drink water...don't disturd me..." said Max.

MAX!!!look here!!!

adorable right??

MAX...shake hands...XD

^^

yesterday went do facial treatment with my mum...
lie at there for two and a half hours...
damn relax...=)
relax until i fall asleep for three times...XD
so comfortable...lie at there, thinking nothing...=)


while doing the facial treatment...
the jie jie who serve me said that i am so 'hao ming'...
because my mum willing to spend so much money on my face...
she said i must treat my mum good when i grown up...
she said also, when i grown up i must bring my mum to do facial treatment...
and i reply her that i not just want to bring my mum to do facial treatment,
i also want to bring my mum to do spa...


my mum really treat me very very good...
she sayang me a lot...
i want to sayang back my mum when i grown up...
i  want to buy many many things for her...
i want my mum to be a gorgeous lady...
in order to do all this...
i must study hard now...
i want to earn many many money for my mum...
mama...i love you...mucks...^^

what's WRONG with me???

I don't know why...
since i started my 1st year degree...
I become very lazy...
I no mood to study...
I always feel tired...
I behave more childishly...
I always procrastinate...
I don't understand what lecturer is teaching about...
I been left out behind...
I...


ARRRRRRR!!! I don't want to be like this!!!
I want to be hardworking...
I want to study hard, just as what I was during SPM and foundation...
I want to be more mature...not appearance...but the way I think...
I want to finish up all things that I can do...
I want to be at the top of the class...(at least above average)


I always tell myself that I can do it...I must do it...
but I failed...
Nowadays, I always sit in front of my reading-desk, open music that i like and start dreaming...
OMG!!! What am I doing???


CHIA WOON SZE...wake up...
no more dreaming...
term test is coming...
you cannot fail...
(I always tell myself)


During foundation, although I also don't understand what my lecturer was teaching...
once I read the textbook I understand...and..I can did quite well in exam...
but now...everything different...
what lecturer is teaching, is not in the textbook...
I really very worry about the coming term test...T.T
how am I going to pass???


just tell myself i can do it...
gambateh!!!
fighting!!!
+u +u!!!

STRESS!!!

I am so so so stress!!!
I want holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

讨厌一个人...

我真的真的很讨厌他...
讨厌他, 已经不是一天两天的事了...
从很久以前开始, 我就很讨厌他了...
我讨厌他, 讨厌到他在家时, 我也不叫他一声爸...
从来没有像今天那么讨厌他...

今天, 他和妈妈吵架了...
明明是他的错, 他却把妈妈骂得好像是妈妈有错在先...
他们吵架, 已经不是第一次了...
而且, 每次都是他的错, 他却骂妈妈...
今天是他们吵架吵得最严重的一次了...
他把妈妈骂得, 妈妈都躲在房里哭了...
我从来都没看过妈妈哭得那么的伤心...
看着妈妈哭, 我的心好痛哦...
他为了很小的事情跟妈妈吵架...
妈妈没错, 都是他的错...
他知道妈妈哭了也不去向妈妈道歉....
反而还要我妹妹叫了他几次, 他才脸臭臭的走去房里...
由于他们吵架时我在房里, 所以不知道他们为了什么事情吵架...
于是我就躲在房门外, 听他怎么说...
他没有向妈妈道歉...
他只叫妈妈不要哭了...
妈妈说了很多她藏在心里很久的话...
我听得眼泪都掉下来了...
我真的为妈妈感到很不值...
妈妈为他做了那么多的事...
他却骂妈妈...
我真的很讨厌像他这样的男人...
很讨厌,很讨厌,很讨厌...